Already published on my profile on Fetlife.
It is true that pain is only a tool
for me. Concerning those nailed nipples, what is great in it is the dilemma and
the fear of the woman. For sure I do not feel any particular pleasure to
inflict pain, but much more to feel in an almost physical way how they are hit
by that pain, their revolts, their suffering, their fears or more their
terrors, their hate sometime. Therefore I do not have any objection against
pain in itself.
As for humiliation, one more time, I
play much more on their own shame than on the gruesome practices made to please
the ego of those who impose such actions. Forcing them to the wall, pushing
them to transgress what they believe in including their limits, making them
understand that they are no more like the others, it is another of my great
pleasure.
Of the some 170 women I had in hand
for an hour or for years within a little bit less than 50 years, only seven had
made all the way with me, the gems remaining once the gangue was removed. None
of those seven had any previous experience of sado-masochisme, physical or
mental the same, but they remained
An exchange I had after a particlarly
tough day with one of them, perfectly reflects their state of mine :
« How do you feel ?
- Dirty !
- Then ?
- I loved it. »
"Yes, you are right, pain and
humiliation are a whole, that’s perfectly true . nothing is to be rejected,
just adapt everything to yourself, like a suit."
Was my answer to a friend surprised by my comment
on the picture "Nails and Symbian" (from Masterfulj on fetlife)
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